Saturday, December 4, 2010
Posted by Hidayah Deiya Aledruce at 11:06 AM
Today is my cousin's wedding day. I'm not attending it because something just happened and i can't let this weird feeling away. I'd tried my best to calm myself and give motivational words to my own self, yet nothing changed.
I'm not sure the purpose of my existence now. I'm not sure whether i am important or not. I'm not sure whether or not should i feel this way. This is bad. Really bad. Suddenly i feel like i'm lost under the sun. Everything slowly become faded.
Conclusion, without me, still everything will go on accordingly. Although i'm not there still people will enjoy every moment of bliss and bless happily. May be i'm just a little too sensitive. Or may be cause i love them all too much that i feel hurt like an idiot! Should i just forget them and live my life alone? Should i care them like i always do before? Like i care!