life is full of surprise...

kids always have a weird ambition. i've heard before a boy said he wanna be a prefect. some other said he wanna be an ultraman which is very funny i think..haha!!but i'm impress with kids nowadays. 3 years old boy know what is the answer to "what-do-u-wanna-be-when-u-grown -up"..isn't they brilliant??compared to me i think i'm nothing like them when i was a kid. i only knew about ambition when i was in year 2.haha..8 years old occay..5 year late then "future ultraman"..hehe..his maksu a.k.a acu to him said "maybe he wanna be a pilot like me"..haha..so true occay~~~

still remember since that moment i always tell people that i wanna be a lawyer. i spread the news to the world.haha!!told my dearest late mom which i called "cik" (only kelantanese n terengganuan call their mom cik) and keep that answer for years. i even draw mind map and paste it on my room's wall. keep looking to that mind map whenever i feel like "wanna-be-adult-tomorrow"..hehe..i dunno whether other kids have this kind of thought like me but i always do!!haha!! that mind map actually really drives me crazy about my ambition. have to admit that i'm a lazy kid..oh God i dunno why i'm so lazy..just love to play and read (???...exactly looking at the pictures..hehe) of my father's (which i call "abah") encyclopedia..he has a lot and it's interesting. what more it in english..if u think my english is bad now at that moment my english is even worst than this..haha!!

when i was in secondary school i used to study science stream; physics, chemistry, biology, add math, bla..bla..bla..but i end up with dip in law at kusza (now unisza previously udm)..see we never know what has Allah planned for us..we can always be ambitious,work hard, put effort and tawakkal but His plan is always beautiful and at the bottom of my heart i'm very grateful for that..of course i'm happy when my dream comes true..now i'm still working hard to achieve my desire. it seems to be tough (i'm not going to be in the state of shock if people said law student become crazy) day by day but as long as i'm still breathing i will struggle to get what i want..

people always have second thought in mind.same goes to me. i'm attracted to something else and i believe that i can do it just like other people do.not going to mention it here but people who close to me know this..hehe..i'll give it a try some day..

i've mention before about my sister who just register as Unisel's student. she found new friends and new life but today, again she has to register but at new place. Alhamdulillah she got an offer from pahang matriculation college..that's what she always want.. i hope she can fully appreciate this opportunity to improve herself and shoot straight away to her goal..i always have faith in her that she can do what she has and want to do and score for what she really want..may Allah make it easy for her..may Allah give her the best..aminnn....



yours truly,
dyawithluv